Friday, July 17, 2020

Day 116

I am not sure what to write today. I’ve read the news (some of it) not very interesting.

Do you ever find yourself  so annoyed with your own ineptitude that you cannot control your anger. I sometimes get like this and find I am unable to regain my equilibrium for quite some time and certainly not during the actual activity. I have tried over the years to control this part of my nature with varying degrees of success. It is my own inability to do something as well as I had no more than two days previously. I cannot understand how I fluctuate so wildly from only a couple of days to the next and it makes me mad! The worse thing is when I get it right I am pretty good at the standard I am at but when it goes wrong it’s like I’ve never done it before! It is baffling? Perhaps it is a mental failure and fighting with my mind is a thankless task!

Another weekend approaching and halfway through July. I know these have been unprecedented times when we have all been restricted but time as always has flown on as it does and if anything seems to have passed even faster?
Time does not exist. It is a man made measure to govern the passing of each day and night.
On that note I wonder what odd things have changed in your life as you have got older? Habits you had that you no longer have? Things you always did but now don’t? A small example to do with time.
I have always loved wrist watches. Over the years I have owned many some quite expensive (Not Rolex or Breitling expensive but not cheap) I have a collection and all the tools to take them apart to replace batteries. I have a very nice presentation case to keep them in. Here is the thing since I have retired I never wear one!


Stay well













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